Has my clock stopped since I didn't even realise when?

Has my clock stopped since I didn't even realise when?

Checking Facebook page can really put one down.

So I have been checking my Facebook page as I do usually, as I scroll down checking out friends photos and updates, I don't know if there is something to do with the year of Rabbit or everyone just tries to get their "to-do" list checked out, my friends on Facebook are almost "lining up" to post their pre-wedding photos, wedding photos, honey moon photos, and even baby ultrasounds photos...etc....

This is almost like an awakening call to me, to realise what exactly I am doing here and why I am here.

Has my clock stopped since I didn't even realise when?

I am still job hunting, planning my further study, having an intimacy relationship with my little Puffy, and most of all, I am still waiting for my residency.

Has my clock stopped since I didn't even realise when?

Watching all those couple matching TV programme plus all these good news around me really drags me down a bit. Not that I am eager to get married and to have baby, it is purely I would like to be one of those who has some happy and good news upon.


I pray to God that I do not need the best job, I just need the right job He thinks I am best suited.


I pray to God that I do not need the best man, I just need the right man He thinks we are best matched.


Nonetheless, I almost caught a cold yesterday, so today I had a cupping done at work. It was the WORST EVER cupping I've had so far. Not that the therapist was not good enough. In fact she was too good that she sucked out all my toxins during the cupping.

It was the worst ever because I couldn't breath when I had the treatment, the suction was soooooo strong, I felt someone was actually grabbing my back not letting go of me. The treatment was followed and finished up with a back and shoulder massage.

As instructed by my therapist, I am not allow to take shower as I am not suppose to wet my back until tomorrow.

I am going to miss my therapist when she leaves to Italy.
Oh, and, she is pregnant and she needs to meet her partner's family over there to settle down and being looked after.