2012 Comes to an end

Another 6 hours, 2012 will come to an end.

Every year I let myself sit down, take out a piece of paper and write down in my black marker of my next year goals (I am a visualise person). And that usually happens few days before the 31st, while I have time.

I didn't know the time until when I opened my old pictures from the computer, then I'd realsie how fast time flies.

Cutting it short, 2012 was happy, was tough.

But I see God's work in me through out this year. Many angels were sent to me.

I saw myself growing not just from being more serious about things happen around me, but more discipline on myself. I value my promise to others, when I say yes I really made them all. And of course, I said alot of No too becuase I just simply dont want to break promise to others. I know how it feels.

I thank to that Angel who has taught me to be more precise about time/promise at church, and that revolved my overall well-being at the end.

I was unemployed for about 6 months, I was more or less supported if not financially, but more spirigually & mentally by a person. When I am ready, he took off.

I thank to that Angel has spent time with me, supported me, taught me and gone though a touch 6 months with me. Even though sometimes I hate him, he is still one Angel in my life.

The first half of the year I was unemployed, and the second half of the year I have gone through a tough time by facing a cruel fact. And this fact has affected my value and doubt on myself.

I thank to that Angel(s) who have always call me at the right time, they are always here for me, and look for me. They put extra care on me when my head is down. It seem like some kind of connection going on that even though I am so far far away from them, they can still smell what's happening around me. Yes, they are my parents.

I see happiness as well as bitterness in myself.

I get very bsuy with church and even more busy when God knows I am weak. I see that as homework that given by Him. Church and friends have kept me really busy, even though they do not mean to be and not because of trying to company me. I still thank them.

Now I treasure my private time at home to read God's words. Yes I must start reading REAP!


I pray, I really pray that I have, and everyone to have a Happy 2013. Please.